Nicole
Despite doing it with him one time before already, I was nervous. Maybe it was because this time I knew I couldn't blame anything for the strong need I had towards him in that very moment. Or maybe because now I didn't have the help of a pill that helped me not feel how much he stretched me out that first time.
I only felt it the following day when the effects of the pill went away. It wasn't bad enough where I couldn't walk, but it was a very noticeable feeling.
Now I was screwed. Literally.
"What are you thinking?" Blake stopped his descent down my body to look up at me from my navel.
My cheeks flushed, because despite him no longer kissing my skin, it was still a very intimate position to be in. Especially considering what was about to happen in a matter of a few minutes.
"Baby?"
My heart somersaulted at the nickname, the nickname I noticed had only came out of his lips when he was taking care of my body. I was a sucker for being called baby, and coming from such a hot guy like Blake it only made my love for it grow.
I knew I was in my head too much already, and we hadn't even started, but I couldn't not think about how much it was gonna hurt.
I bit my lip as he placed one last kiss on my belly before raising himself into a push-up position above me, his eyes scanning my face. "You okay?"
Nodding, I averted his gaze and looked at his chest instead. "I'm a little scared..."
"About what?"
It felt like it would be silly saying it out loud, so I had trouble speaking up. "Uh..."
"Yes?"
"You're big, I'm sure you've been told." I was still avoiding his eyes, but from my peripheral I could see he was smirking, and I shoved his shoulder as I rolled my eyes. "Last time I think the pills really helped me not feel any of the pain that comes with sex..."
He rolled off to lay beside me, reaching into his sweatpants to stroke himself. I pressed my thighs tightly together, already extremely turned on. "You can take control this time."
After considering it, I sat up and got on my knees beside his body, not really knowing what to do next. The bulge in his pants was prominent and intimidated me. It had been years since I last had sex, not including the morning with Blake. But he took full control that morning, so I had no trouble.
As if noticing how lost I felt, he pulled down his pants just enough for his dick to spring out to full attention. Biting my lip, I swallowed the drool pooling in my mouth before reaching down to fist it.
Almost immediately, his eyes shut as a groan left his lips. That only excited me more, especially after I stroked it once and his hips thrusted up, desperate for more.
With my curiosity taking over, I positioned myself better to be able to take him in my mouth. His eyes widened when he realized what I was doing and opened his mouth to protest, but the only thing that escaped his lips was another long groan because the head of his dick was already in my mouth.
I bobbed my head up and down, using both my hands as well because I knew I couldn't fit all of it in my mouth. Inch by inch I took him in until he hit the back of my throat, making me gag.
"Baby, you don't have to-"
He stopped trying to fight it when I just kept making him hit the back of my throat over and over, tears welling in my eyes.
