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"I know it's weird but I wanted to invite you to my wedding. I totally get it if you don't wanna come though." Y/n says.

"I'll be there." I say.

"Really?" Y/n asks.

"Yeah, I've moved on." I say.

I'm doing just fine, now it's over
I've been moving on and living my life

"Okay, great. I'll mail you an actual invitation." Y/n says.

I nod and she walks away.

Fuck. Am I seriously about to watch my ex-girlfriend get married?

But occasionally I lose composure
And I can't get you out of my mind

Time Skip

Y/n and I broke up because I didn't want to marry her. She needs to get marry to stay in the country but I wasn't ready. 8 months later, she's getting married. And I think she's genuinely in love.

If I could go back, I would marry her. It's almost as if no one is ever ready until someone takes their spot.

If I could go back in time
I'd do things differently, yeah, I wouldn't think twice

I've tried dating but the relationship doesn't work out like how it did with Y/n.

I distract myself, think of someone else
But every now and then you remind me

My phone dings and I grab it.

A text from literally everyone but Y/n.

It's only when I'm lying in bed on my own
And I wake up and I don't see your name on my phone

"Hey." Y/n says answering the w phone.

"You wanna come over? I'm lonely." I say.

"Yeah, give me a few minutes." Y/n says.

It's in the moments where I think that I'm better alone
That's when I remember, that's when I remember

I think the biggest mistake I've ever made was not marrying Y/n.

Every time I walk past your house in the rain
And I tell myself that you were the biggest mistake

"Fuck." I mumble.

And just when I think I'm finally doing okay
That's when I remember, that's when I remember